Kate says she had a sense of perspective on the show that her co-stars did not
KATE Garraway has told how she initially refused to carry a coffin during The Celebrity Traitors ā as it reminded her of the death of husband Derek Draper.
The TV host, 58, says she gasped at the idea and found it triggering.


And in scenes not aired by theĀ BBC, she was counselled by star palsĀ Alan CarrĀ and Celia Imrie as well as show executives.
After seeingĀ Charlotte ChurchĀ andĀ Paloma FaithĀ struggling to carry the coffin without her, Kate swallowed her fears and stepped up to take part in the dark and dramatic stunt in episode two.
Speaking exclusively to The Sun, she said: āYou donāt know whatās comingĀ nextĀ and so you find yourself walking on by the coffins.
āAnd I did a double-take, I gasped, and I was walking with Alan and Celia was in front of me.
āAnd I said, āGod, I donāt know whether I should carry this coffinā.
āAnd I had a chat with the production team who checked on me all the time. You know, there was a psychologist there.
āBut youāre suddenly in the moment and I said, āIām not sure. I think itās a bit strange and a bit weirdā.ā
Kate, who was banishedĀ from the star-spangled murder mystery on Thursday night, admits she also worried how herĀ children Darcey, 19, and Billy, 16, might feel.
Derek died in January 2024Ā aged 56 after nearly four years battling complications from long Covid.

Good Morning BritainĀ host Kateās real-lifeĀ horrorĀ ended up giving her perspective as part of the group of Faithfuls charged with findingĀ the TraitorsĀ hiding in their midst.
Kate said sheād lived real years of āgenuine life or deathā, adding: āYou know, the first two years was daily, was Derek going to live or die?
āSo I think when youāve lived with that for real, actually, itās easier to see it asĀ pantomime. I think it helped me to have a sense of perspective that perhaps the others didnāt have.ā
Kate leant on Celia later in the series, too, in another moment not seen on screen.
She said: āCelia and I had a very intense conversation about being a woman growing older, being a parent in a situation where, you know, Derek isnāt around.
āAnd she gave me such brilliant, perceptive advice. I really have been trying to live by that.ā
She added: āIāve cried more since the Traitors about pure missing Derek than before.ā
KateĀ has also gained a whole new fan base, with youngsters laughing at her overuse of the word āflabbergastedā.
She laughed: āIāve been on holiday this week for half-term and we were in one of those lazy rivers.
āAnd this bunch of 12-year-olds, younger actually, were all going, āIām flabbergasted. Iām flabbergastedā.



